ragnorok190

day by day, the days grow longer once i slept but now no longer i long for the day i can escape the cruelty of the human race once i slept but now no longer day by day my wings grow stronger the cruelty of the human race grows more impatient day by day day by day my wings grow stronger the dark sky,the pouring rain grows more impatient day by day anticipating my departure the dark sky, the pouring rain closing in around me anticipating my departure here i lay and here i wait closing in around me day by day, the days grow longer here i lay and here i wait i long for the day i can escape

you cry as you scream your life story at me but your words have barley scratched this heart of stone i slowly lose interest i found new ways to occupy myself so now as you scream your life story i barley listen and they no longer scratch the cold hard marble beneath this is a waste of your breath so find another to pour you soul out to for i no longer care this is a waste of my time, and im done

say your prayers keep your faith believe in your god do you think praying is sane? faith is false hope waiting to destroy you god is an idol created to explain what we cannot sanity is over rated but this is just words you know better dont you i didnt think so so keep the faith for soon it will be all you have and it will destroy you

plans fail ideals die people move on but im still here im still waiting i have been forgotten left behind and i remember now the decision to be made is truly mine. but will i have the strength to do whats right or will i just move on and forget leaving another where i sit now hoping they will make the right decision

right or wrong cant you see? its not so clear not for you and not for me do our decisions really matter is it really worth the time to decipher right from wrong or is it just tedious, redundant, repetitious ,pointless black or white right or wrong up or down if our decisions really matter they must change something they must make a difference but its so hard to see the difference if it all really matters why is it so unclear if its all so pointless why do we still take the time why do we still take the time if the decisions truly mine and i have the chance to make a difference will i be able to tell right from wrong or

everythings been done before everythings been said before nothings new nothings real but it doesnt matter this is me new old i dont care anymore because ive finnally found somthing to make me happy and thats all i have left. that one sliver of joy ill hold on to it with my life because without it i have no life i have nothing this is everything.

there is no meaning and the world is coming to and end but do we really see it? or are we blinded by simplicity it seems so clear now complex is a series of simple problems waiting to be solved understanding is never complete but we can try because thats all we have left the pure ambitions gone but thats okay why do we need it anyways when all is lost we will be found order from chaos that is true meaning actual purpose without sense of belonging and until you see that u will remain running hiding trying to find cover to shelter your structure blinded by simplicity.